I've had a crush on the same guy since 5th grade.... and I honestly do not think it has faded. Ive recently started to realize I really like my best friend (a guy) as well..... I don't think of my bestie in a sexual way at all, I just realized I am as close to in love with his personality as a sophomore can get. The 5th grade crush is almost all physical... He's still a good person, I just don't feel the same way about his personality. Is this normal????? I feel so awkward, like I'm deceiving myself in some way. (Yes, I know that sounds crazy) I need some advice, ladies and girls alike!!