Venting.

I am 19 and my boyfriend is twenty. We both live with our parents because we are both attending universities however my mom and I got into a big physical fight. I knew it wasn't right to hit my mom back but it was instinctive. Anyways after I just ran to my room. I over hear her and her boyfriend talking about kicking me out. And I have finals around the corner but that wasn't stressing me out anymore. I immediately called my boyfriend and spilled everything out to. (I have trust issues and recently I have been telling him everything and it scares me.) I was telling him my plan that I was going to take out loans and get an overnight job (I do not have a job, my job is going to school and taking care of my siblings since my mom is never home) today when I picked up my little sister from school she tells me that her friend (my boyfriends cousin) knows everything going on at my house. Apparently my boyfriend told his mom when I told him I didn't want anyone to know. But she ends up telling her sister in law. My boyfriend told me the only reason why he told her was to get advice. But the words that came out of his cousins mouth was "His mom told my mom that she is waiting for (my boyfriend) to move out so she can move in." When clearly I told him I was going to do everything on my own. Who am I to blame? (Sorry if it was confusing, I'm just heated)