Can't stop crying.

AB
I began spotting again just as I normally do before my period.  Cycle day 24 and I'm crying.  I had the day off yesterday and cried on and off all day.  This worry at the pit of my stomach feeling like something is wrong.  Crying and asking God why?  My hubby has an appointment in two weeks for a sperm test.  I'm just sad this is taking so long.  I am jealous of my friends who became pregnant so easy.