Frustrated

This is my first cycle ttc number three and the damn thing has been wonky as all hell. I got what seemed to be a positive opk on cd13, then dark red/brown spotting on cd19. A couple days ago I started have sharp pains on my left side and another almost positive opk on cd22...then red and pink spotting and mild cramping yesterday and today.

I'm just so frustrated with my body already. The spotting and opks are confusing and we haven't had a lot of sex either so I'm feeling defeated. I was hoping things would be easier the third time around.