Too scared to test

Heather
Last month I had a chemical pregnancy which really messed with me because that was the first positive I've ever got and then it was just taken away. Yesterday AF was supposed to make her appearance but never showed and still nothing today. Some months AF can be up to 2 weeks late so I'm scared to get my hopes up and test just to get a BFN. I have absolutely none of the symptoms I had last month so I wonder if there's even any point in testing. It's just all so difficult and emotionally draining.