so hard to let this go by!

Codie
So I had a chemical pregnancy for the 3rd time (in 3 yrs) 2 weeks ago at 5w3d. My dr wants me to wait a cycle and do bloodwork on day 3 of my next cycle to check different hormones.... just took this test because I wanted to track my cycle this month because my dr said I probably wouldn't ovulate... now I get a positive opk on CD 16! I'm so tempted!! But, I can't be impatient and go through losing another baby! Just hard to let this egg go! I can get pregnant with no problems... it's making them stick that is the problem!!!