extra stuff after sex or before sex.

Alyson • Alyson 💓🤙🏼
Okay so I never sucked dick before I think it gross but my bf wants me to try it and he's not making me nor pushing me into trying it. I do wanna try it but I'm just scared and he understands. But I just want to please him but im scared I'd do it wrong or look stupid doing it.  I just don't know what to say or do or how to come on to it to show him I want to. I Mean you love once and you have to try new things at time. Plus he also said he might go down on me first, like how does that feel? I never had that done to me before.  I need help