I was raped almost two years ago And I still have to see one of the boys who did it at my school every day. I get panic attacks everytime I see him, I don't remeber much from the rape because I blacked out after some time from fear probably. But I live my life in Constant fear, I'm self conscious and flinch any time a guy says any comment towards my body or touches me I cry myself to sleep still, why am I still so affected by this? I just need someone to talk to, any of you who have made a better recovery than I have how did you do it?