I'm trying, but it isn't enough😣

...I have to wait awhile before I go back to school,  I don't quality for student loans, I just need a better job and I have no back up nor support for it, I'm not sure what to do...I've prayed, done fasting just waiting...been waiting for 6 years, I'm ready to give up, my s/o is trying to take care of me, but isn't helping me he's been trying to control everything, I won't let him, it pisses him off, but I don't care, I need to stand on my own 2 feet without him trying to regulate everything and dictate what I can or can't do! I've been trying to find jobs in my area, but I'm not having any luck...

*boyfriend does make more than I do, but we don't live together, it's a long distance relationship...been trying to find a place in my own because i stay with family, but I need my own space, I'm trying to stay positive about everything, but I'm ready to give up

*live in Va...the city and department I work for people are forever leaving and quitting

Wish I had a better job, I have an associates degree in social science, but every job has been telling me I'm over qualified or I need a bachelor's degree (I'm working on it as soon as I have more money coming in)