(I didn't have my insurance card at the time, no money. Please don't judge, Im blowing off steam, caused by stupid people) Im just angry that people can take my misfortune, my dead child and say its gods will?! If god loves everyone, then why did he let my baby die?! There are plenty of women who don't deserve children yet they cant keep from popping them out! Yet almost two months into a pregnancy...no ultrasound, i didn't get to even hear a heart beat...and i get assholes saying "it wasn't meant to be, it was gods will." well fuck them.