some days are better than others

Heather • Baby Girl coming June 26th 2016🎀🤰🏽
Some days I dont think about it. Other days I am so anxious. This month we did everything "right". But I haven't had any "symptoms" and I just feel sad. AF due in 9 days.  
But all of a sudden, life hits and I had to get back into work. What if I am? I haven't been trying for Too too long, just since December-ish lol. UGH. I do t have anyone to talk to bc I don't want ppl to know we're trying etc. ohhh ladies 😢