My boyfriend yelled at me last night because I showed him a picture of a girls maternity pictures and told him this is supposed to be what I'm doing. He said well your not and you just have to get over it. How does he not understand how I wanted our baby regardless of being 6 weeks with a blighted ovum. I was in love with the fact I was going to be a mommy before I ever had an ultrasound. It hurts like hell regardless if I was 6 weeks or 38 weeks. I love that baby and I wish I was pregnant, not to fill the void but to hold and love something that I produced. 💔 I don't have anyone to talk to and all I do is cry in the shower, at night before I go to sleep, and on the way to work. Should I not do this? Should I act like everything is fine?