need help 😭

Letty
So I just stared working this week. My schedule is 1:25-10pm everyday. My bby is almost 4months on march 23. My company is so busy that it's a 24/7 manufacturing. So our company there's Always  overtime n sometimes is mandatory. 7days week. All yr..  so this my bby bond schedule with my bby. I go to work at 12:55 pm n get off at 10:00pm. By the time I get home it's 10:25pm . I hardly see my daughter now only spend about 2 hours of the day with  her Bc her bed time is at 8:30pm on no later than 9 n wakes up at 9-10am N then she naps like around 12:30 so I put her to sleep before I leave 2work . she's my first bby I'm so scare that she won't kno who's mommy since I'm hardly home .. it's affecting me really bad I cry everyday n at work all Am thinking about is her, not spending time with her . What ifs?. I kno my bby is missing me Bc it's  fresh but my husband notice that she's not the same. Without mommy. It's breaking my heart I can't sleep or eat right .. idk if I'm getting depress .. makes me wana quit but I like being independent n my bby wouldnt have 2worry about anything .. I'm a new mommy  my first bby .. pls help me how do you mamas get thru this 😭also is it bad that am feeling like this would it affect her since I Breasfeed?Â