2 pictures taken a year apart. I almost lost my mind when I found out that I had lost my baby a day before my birthday. But I was used to the pain. I felt more alone than Ever because My boyfriend had just left for basic training two days before. I lost my first baby at 16 and even though I wasn't ready it still hurt like hell. Webhave been through everything. I got used to the bad news and the surgeries.  We learned not to get our hopes up because it never worked out but this time it looks like it really is. I'm really about to be somebody's mom and I'm the most thankful person on the planet for that. We still have until September but I'm praying every day for a healthy baby.