35 & 3 days

So I haven't posted in here since the EARLY days lol. I was afraid because if my history and I didn't know how to cope but I am so happy & excited at this point I CAN NOT contain myself lol. My baby boy is almost here. Now I will say I have gestational diabetes and take insulin so I'll be getting induced 1 week earlier. I'm so happy to feel this teddy bear move and so happy for this little life inside of me. I'm starting to have this feeling over overwhelming JOY & happiness it's so crazy. Never felt like this before when thinking about ANYTHING. I'm just praying God continues to watch over us all. & my baby shower is Next Saturday the 25th!! Couldn't be more excited & happy.