In 16, and I get severe panic attacks when I'm mostly not with my mom, but I've been overcoming them little by little, but now, the thing is that my parents planned this trip, with some friends of them, and they have a daughter the same age as me, and to start with that, I DONT WANT TO GO, and u told my mom I wanted to stay home, but she told me not to, because IM GOING, and just about thinking of the whole weekend with them it literally makes me sick and want to cry, I just don't want to go wiback h them, and to top it all, my parents decided to go in two cars, and of course I should go in the other car with my brother, but I don't want to, and okay, she said I can go with them, but now she is like, you have to think about changing cars, and I feel like she is just saying that to make me do it, but I WONT DO IT, and I feel like if I don't do it they are going to get mad because I didn't take the oppopportunity, but.. I don't really know anymore, I just really wanted to get this out of my chest.