help me 😢

This guy I like has been coming up and seeing me every weekend and spending the night with me but this coming up weekend he said he was thinking of not coming up and that is was because he didn't want to see me, I'm assuming he already has plans or something. Anyways I was like that's okay I don't expect to see you every weekend. I mean he lives an hour away from me so I kinda feel bad he drives all the way up to see me. But on the inside I'm like whyyyyyyy!!?? I need you to come be with me!! At the same time, my body is trying to have a period but my birth control is saying no so there's a huge ww3 inside me and I'm all emotional and hormonal and trying not to cry every 3 seconds. I just have mixed feelings. I don't know if he likes me? I feel like he does but then again I'm terrible with guys. I know really I can't expect him to be with me every Friday night but it still sucks balls cause I love spending time with him 😭