these first few weeks are tedious

I'm feeling good, everyday I feel pregnant and for the most part feel good emotionally. I'm only 5 weeks and it feels like it's nothing. I mc at 6 weeks with my last pregnancy but didn't find out until 12 weeks. I'm afraid to do blood tests or early ultrasounds bc I don't want to put myself through the roller coaster. If something felt wrong maybe I would but I'm just wanting to stay in my bubble of I'm feeling pregnant so I still am. Please pray for me and my rainbow baby. I'm so ready for a sibling for my 3 year old son. He deserves it!!