TTC is starting to make me so depressed. My whole life I thought getting pregnant was so easy, like catching a cold. I was so careful with taking the pill and not sleeping around in college. Fast forward to now.. I'm in a happy, financially stable marriage and we have been TTC for 10 months now. I have a regular cycle and always get a positive OPK on the 17th cycle day like clock work. Each month I convince myself that I'm pregnant and am devastated when my period comes right on time. My best friend is pregnant after her first month of trying and I feel like such a bitch because I'm genuinely so happy and excited... Yet there's a tiny part of me that is jealous that I'm still feeling like something about me isn't good enough to be a mom