So I have always wanted to get a dildo but I'm to embarrassed to go into a sex store... I got a vibrater has a gag gift one year and I use almost everyday (my boyfriend works nights) One day when we were going to through our room he found it, wasn't mad at all and was like we're using this tonight. I was so embarrassed, like turned beat red and walked out of the room. When it comes to talking about different positions and what i want him to do when he eats me out I always say I don't care.. But ever since we started dating 4 years ago he wants to get sex Toys to use when we are getting down and dirty. I always tell him no but in all reality I want to. How do I bring up the topic that I want without me getting all weirded for no damn reason at all?