Ive always had a negative self body image and ever since I had my 3rd child it's been way worse than ever. Currently sitting in the Goodwill parking lot eating my cheeseburger I was craving and I look over and see a rather bigger woman doing the same thing. I instantly throw my burger back in the bag bc I see myself in her. I know that's a horrible thing to say but it was like I was looking in a mirror and I didn't like what I saw. I'm terrified of getting big again. I'm 4'11" and I was 160 with this last pregnancy and am down to 136, 15lbs away from what I was 4 years ago before 2 more kids. And I'm 10lbs away from my goal weight in order to fit in my wedding dress. I just feel so bad that looking at this probably super nice lady made me see what I was working so hard against. Anonymous bc I feel like an asshole. I just needed to talk about it...