Worried

Katherine
So I am worried with postpartum. My son is going to be 7 months on April 1st. Well he was taken from me by his father in December. I have had depression all my life and it has just gotten worse. I recently tried to kill myself thinking my son would be better off without me in his life. Since he has been taken from me I have only seen him 10-15 times if that and now his father is keeping me from him till April 13 the court for custody. I guess what I am asking is it possible for me to still be going through postpartum with all that has been going on. I know I have mother separation but could there be a chance where I still was going through postpartum when my son was taken from me could it just make it worse and last longer??