Im excited to see my peanut...but we miscarried November 10, 2014...we have our first ultrasound today for our new baby "Baby H"....trying not to be nervous...but after the miscarriage im having a hard time today not thinking were going to go to the ultrasound and see nothing....idk what to do to ease my paranoia and worry...maybe seeing the peanut growing in my belly (assuming i am going to see our peanut)  ill be the only way to ease things...