Just relaxing and maybe it will happen.

So I'm being optimistic about everything and decided to stop trying to have a baby. When it happens it will happen. I have stopped tracking my period and ovulation and gave up the stress. Just having fun in the bedroom now. However, at the beginning of this month I was in a certain mood to just declare this month or my next month as my own for a possible baby. I feel good about it and even if it doesn't happen, I will be ok.