Since January 1, 2017 I have completely committed myself to being celibate . Every time I get in a relationship and I give myself to someone i get lost in them, I lose myself and by the end of the relationship I am broken and have to pick myself back together . I decided I didn't want to give a piece of my soul unless its the man I Marry. I am currently dating saomeone and he knows I am celibate but he's asking what would happen when he gets to the point we're he wants to have sex . I've been pretty string and determined up into this point . I reeeeallly like him and I don't want to lose him but I'm not giving up on myself for him . HELP ME LADIES !!