DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO

Emily
My boyfriend and I have been having sex for a while now and I always perform oral on him because I enjoy it and he loves it however he never has for me and whenever I bring it up he just avoids it or says he's not really into it. Now I completely understand that and respect it however he just doesn't really know what he's doing when he touches me and I try and help him but it just never happens for me and I don't know what else to do that will help me orgasm considering every time we have sex he does and I don't. Do you have any tips 😭