so many stressful times 😫 just want everything to be ok

Sarah
It took me 3 1/2 years to fall pregnant 🤰 after having big issues with my health..
I got diagnosed with crohns disease december 2015, had a re section of my bowel in feb 2016 and pre cancerous cells removed in may 2016.
Since i have being pregnant i found out i had an area of bleed at 6weeks which came away at 14weeks. 
I had a stitch placed at 19weeks as my cervix was shortening and menbranes bulging. 
I was hospitalised at 23weeks due to tightenings which they thought was a UTI which turned out not to be.
Then at 25weeks i was hospitalised again for signs of pre term labour with tightenings. I had 2steriod injections a growth scan and a drug to stop contractions.
Thank fully this work to stop labour and i get sent home 🏡 
I also had another growth scan at 26weeks 3day and baby went down in growth. 
I feel so complicated it drives me crazy!! Just really want my baby to be ok but everyday im scared that something else will go wrong.
Sorry for the rant but any other mummys out there as complicated as me just no your not alone!!