Feeling guilty

I have a 10 month son & I just had my daughter on Friday. Neither one of them were planned but both blessings. I love my kids so much but I feel so guilty for not having enough time with my son. Taking care of both of them is so hard. I'm still hormonal but I feel like I shouldn't have had my daughter right now. This is going to sound so bad & I know many of you will say I'm a bad mom but I was worried I wasn't going to love my daughter the way I love my son & I think I was right. The love I felt after I had him I didn't really feel as much with her. Idk if it's because I'm so used to my son & my daughter being here is such a huge adjustment idk how to deal with this feeling.