Please HELP 😥😭😤

Really self conscious now! I hope I grab some listeners and help from you guys! Puberty was okay in the beginning then after a year or so my hormones went all psycho on me now I'm getting bad breakouts I have oily skin acne scars and redness on my cheek bone! I'm really hoping I can find a cure for my acne! I tried different acne products nothing works! If I washed with my fingers or a cleansing brush they become really red and big afterwards then when I wake up there's new members on my damn face! I'm trying to clean my diet up but my mom won't let me buy crap.... I might just stop eating! I drink alot of water doesn't help home remedies didn't help!!! I have been really down because of this! I can't even go out idk how I'm going to do it tomorrow at school 😥 I break down in the shower or in my room I think I'm getting a few steps closer to depression!😥😥😥 When I'm in the shower depressed I do stuff that I regret afterwards when I do these stuff I just can't stop it's like my bodies being controlled! Please guys I need some advice and tips please!! It would help alot and I could just go to a dermatologist for a pill but I'm working on some things to help it before I go and because my mom won't take me YAY me for the best mom!!💔 (I'm mad rn so if I said anything rude I apologize!!) Also my face is peeling I can't wear foundation without it being orange and peeling​ looking on my face my face is all bumpy and I hate it!! I wake up everyday with a new ugly zit on my face! Please I need help I'm an emotional reck! ❤ Sorry if this is to much to ask for but it's my #1 insecurity!!😰 KMS