So I'm 19 and a virgin but I'm constantly thinking about sex. I masturbate, watch porn, and sext a lot so it's always on my mind. I make out with guys I barely know but nothing has ever gone past giving/recieving oral. The thing is that I don't think I'm waiting on a "special guy" anymore and I'm okay with potentially having sex with one of these make out buddies. Everyone talks about how the first time should be special and with someone you love but I don't think I need that. Opinions?