have to start birth control next cycle

My TCC is over, my husband is set on stop tcc. It is a touchy subject, i have tried to remain positive, thinking that is God's way and that i have to be content and just accept this.. my husband and I had a terrible terrible fight we are ok now but only because i agree to start the birthcontrol, the reason i did agree to stop tcc is because this is something that needs to come from both of our hearts. I feel realy down at times and the onlything that keeps me from going into full depresion mood is my faith.