I went in for an ultrasound at 12 weeks on January 16th 2015 and it was discovered that the baby was in my abdominal cavity, alive.  The baby had attached to my bowel, bladder, and intestines.  I was immediately taken into surgery and the baby was removed.  After spending a week in the hospital and getting a c-section and three other incisions I was able to go home.  It was our first child.  I've been struggling emotionally and physically ever since.  I look at my body and see these scars and I'm supposed to have a baby, but I don't.  They removed one ovary and a Fallopian tube that they believed were responsible.  I'm trying to find anyone out there who has dealt with the same thing.  I don't feel that I had a miscarriage and even though it's classified as an ectopic, it's so much more.  Just looking for someone else out there to be a support.  I know TTC again is going to be an emotional roller coaster as is August when my baby was due.