don't feel or look pregnant 😓

Am
I'm a women's size 18/20 and I'm 14 weeks pregnant, my belly is hard sometimes but it's not a baby belly 😪 it makes me wonder if I've miscarried since my last appt (3/20) and that's a stressful thought! I've only had one instance of light spotting (think it was bc I was pushing a 💩 too hard) and it looked like pink lemonade. Also, this is my first baby!
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Come on, growwwwww baby belly!