99.9% sure it's negative 😞

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This is our fourth month trying. Stopped birth control back in the beginning of December and had three 28 day cycles followed by one 32 day cycle. Well I guess today would be considered CD34 for me and AF hasn't shown yet. I don't know what's going on. I know it takes time to regulate but honestly I can't help but be so upset and mad and over it. Like I feel like giving up already when I'm well aware people have been trying for far longer than me. It's just so freaking defeating. Especially getting my period late. It's just getting my hopes up only to be let down. First four days later than 28 days now I'm going on 6 days later than 28 days. And this cycle I've had watery sort of white-ish opaque CM since like CD20-something which I've never had before.  nyways, I tried inverting it myself and it looks like a BFN if I've ever seen one. Maybe someone can give me some glimmer of hope? Ugh. 😒Â