Does anyone else sometimes struggle having this app??

I love this app and hate it at the same time. I love seeing you ladies get your positives! And I love talking and discussing things with you guys as well. But I also have the hardest time seeing your ladies positives and then not getting mine. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE seeing you ladies get your BFP's!! And I am beyond happy for all if you! I try to say congrats to as many of you as possible. It's just heartbreaking that I can't join you ladies. I'm not the only one right?? I know it's expected with this app, but I feel bad for being jealous and stuff of you guys....