I feel misplaced in my family and towards my husband. Everyone wants to nap and "relax" and do nothing. While I on the other hand am very active! There's so much to do and so much to explore! Everyone in the house except me, are sleeping. Today my dad said it's a beautiful day and I stated that yes it is and we need to enjoy it and go be out in it. Instead he goes and went to sleep. I don't have friends so all I really have is the 4 people in this house. I want to do stuff but everyone else is lazy. I can't go out and do my own thing because my husband doesn't like it when I go out by myself. Well, so I get to be upset and depressed and not get to go do anything while they get to be exactly what they want to be which is lazy. Sometimes I feel like just leaving and actually finding people who are like me and make a whole new family. I just wish someone in this house was like me.... That's all.