I'm stuck on what to do..

I'm currently around 8 weeks pregnant and my fiancé doesn't want me having this baby. He said that I can either abort this baby and stay with him or I can keep the baby and never hear from him again. I have flew down back home with my family while I sort myself out. I've had blood tests and will soon be having my ultrasound. I really don't want to get rid of this baby, but I don't think I can do this on my own without my partner. I don't want to be a single mother when I'm so close to being married. I'm missing my fiancé so much I just wish he would come around and be here for me. I want him to see the ultrasound and I want for us to do this together as a family 😭 The pregnancy wasn't planned we weren't planning on kids until after we were married and travelled together but it's happened and I'm so lost and depressed right now. I want to be excited about this pregnancy but I'm far from it 😭