Venting

Haven't had sex in forever. He's hardly interested. My bipolar is being a bitch and it's making me a burden on him. Another girl calls him handsome and it makes his day. I'm sad he does nothing. His ex was sad and he would post happy shit on her timeline. He had a crush on me friend once and went to her house in the middle of the night to make her feel better. Never done that for me. It's been a year. I feel so incredibly shitty. I drive an hour round trip to bring him a pie tonight bc he's sad and he acts like he doesn't care. I love him and I just hurt so much