Im evil and shitty

but i think i have a thing for my boyfriends brother who is married and has a kid ๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜’ im stupid ... but like yesterday we all hung out ย double dating and he was cracking jokes all night ... (he's not shy). my boyfriend is shy .... Idk why i feel like this... lol It's so awkward ... Me and my boyfriend have been together for 2 years now... Idk if its normal to have a thing for other dudes or what but fuck ..... i need help. ..ย