so freaking happy

I met this guy back in September of 2016, he was in my drawing class and honestly I freaking hated him. The way he stood pissed me off, he just had that look where he thought he was better than everyone. Come novemeber before the first semester ends we became acquaintances through a mutual friend, he wasn't as self centered as I though. He was basic and slid into my dms one day and just asked for the homework assignment and we have been talking every single day since. FINALLY after 5/6 months of being friends, he kissed me. The butterflies just RUSHED into my stomach and I got nervous, but like a good nervous. I haven't felt this way about anyone really. I thought that my past relationship was real love but my ex never made me feel the way that this guy does. I'm so freaking happy with my life right now. It's like I talk to him and everything else doesn't matter. It's weird to me though, is this what real "love" could be? I don't know if I love him but I sure do like him a lot 😫💙