need prayers pls

It has been such a hard pregnancy for me so far. My baby daddy left me and before he left he was pointing out all my flaws and putting me down forgetting all the lies and b.s he had put me through he also used some personal info I trusted with him against me our last conversation I felt like o didn't even know who he was and it seemed like it wasn't Th same guy I had been loving and being close to for 5 years. I feel so sad and lonely. I get no help from him and i feel so so sad and break down and cry Everytime I go shopping for babys stuff it jst makes me feel so sad when I know I'm on my own with no support and worse seeing others with their SO Shopping together. I feel like nobody wants me or the baby. He even said I told u I ddnt want it from the beginning but u still went on to have the baby meaning he was expecting me to get rid of it when it was still early enough to get rid of it it hurts sooo much to know he doesn't love the baby or want it. He has other kids and it's not fair that he wants and loves them and is in their lives everyday I feel so so sad nd feel bad for my baby it doesn't deserve this and now it has no father 😔 please keep me in ur prayers this is the hardest thing iv ever had to deal with. I cry every night and barely sleep I'm so tired of crying I don't know what else to do