my own little secret?

Tell me if I'm wrong....I kind of want to keep this pregnancy to myself for a bit. Yes, it was unplanned and yes my hubby wanted to be done at 3 but after the shock wore off I'm actually kind of excited about it. And I know hubby will most likely react badly and bring me down and his brother and sil have been trying for years and when we got pregnant with our last one(who is 12 months old), it was really awkward and they almost stopped talking to us for a while. I just want this to be something happy because every baby is a blessing but I know some people don't think that way. I just want it to be my own little secret and just all of a sudden end up with a baby 😄 idk. Anyone else feel this way?