hate being pregnant!

Am I the only one who's completely miserable  ? I've been sick for three week taken meds just to eat and keep food down, along side that I've been super tired every day all day ... I don't have energy to do nothing ! I force myself out of bed and into work 6 days a week and at this point I'm just feeling severely depressed. Because I'm so sick and not feeling like myself I cry day in and out ... my doctor said this morning sickness will subside around 12 weeks but I'm only 8 weeks 5 days the thought of having to go thru this for another 4 weeks is so scarey! Idk what do I feel like I'm getting sucked into a black hole .. pregnancy is suppose to be a happy moment in life but this isn't happy for at all! I'm just so agitated and aggravated .. 😢 I really can't stand this and I feel so bad but this pregnancy is taken a toll on me bad