BFN ARE SO FRUSTRATING!!!!

El
I'm 12DPO bbt dropped I know today isn't over but period hasn't come yet and I'm getting nothing but BFN!! And here other ppl are 8DPO or 9dpo with postive's.. I'm happy for them but ugh why me I'm not getting any younger I'm 30 I really wanted a second baby before 31 :(