My due date was supposed to be this month but unfortunately we lost the baby in two months. It's been about 9 months now and still no luck. It breaks my heart every month when I get my period and finally this month has come when my baby was supposed to be due. ( I mean, I should be having a baby in my hand by now? Really? ) I don't know how I'm gonna get through this. All I have with me in the memory of my baby is this picture below ! I hope God gives me back my angel... need prayers.. this is a pic of my laparoscopy to remove the baby.