very upset 😭

Then I was don't talk to me right now because I'm just going to be loud he said nope doesn't work like that  tell me why are you upset he told me second time I was  don't talk to me I'm very upset then he told me if you don't tell me I'm going to get mad at you then so he started telling me  a lot bad words and then he told me go fuck yourself  then I keep quiet didn't  say nothing.  then he told me you know why I don't fuck u  as much no more because your fat lose some weight. 

I am so sad and I feel so upset and have so much inside me 😭💔💔 I want to cry but I'm just holding inside because I don't want him seeing  me cry. 

I hate him so much right now 

I'm tired of childless 

Sorry just had to let out.