I hope I am not only one feeling this way. While I am so excited to be a mom and looking forward to watching my belly grow and the baby squirm around in my belly, I am also deeply miserable. I am so tired of being sick, I have not even had it as bad as other moms but the nausea and throwing up is too much. I have my fingers triple crossed that the second trimester is easier because right now I am not sure I would do this again.