pregnancy after miscarriage

Lily • Doula and Lactation Consultant
Hey ladies, edd of Dec. 21st.  4 weeks and one day today!  In December 2015 my hubby and I had a m/c - it was really heartbreaking.  We've been trying again ever since, almost a year and a half.  I still feel so scared I read the test wrong and I will get my period after getting so many negatives.  Or I will have another miscarriage.  I know what will happen will happen, but it feels a bit like I am holding my breath waiting for something to happen.  Days seem to stretch out.  Anyone else have this or have before?  I just want to fast forward through the first trimester!!