Hey m 28 as far as I rem since my childhood till today right at this moment I m still fighting sort after the best career interest for me . As a kid I was multitalented good at math science always in top list national level at creative arts good in sports very competitive always did wat very less PLp would do at my age around my times . Few small failures help me loose all my  good courage n self confidence I scored less in boards so would not able to get into engineering or my dream line architecture I did a bs microbiology as  I loved bio as well as math micro covered bio part but realized I wud never live work in labs in future I tried change it did a dip in Biochem then did master in bioinformatics which had 50:50 bio: math/computers scored good . Worked in companies where i has not to really apply wat I studied tat was non technical job profile just bcz I wanted to earn money get independent not thinking later it cause me dissatisfaction bcz I found myself among less intellect n less interesting PLp no hope for promotions as I too was considered one of them I left the jobs after working for 6 years I got married came to US with my spouse this is a place where u can make ur dream come true now I am confused about what exactly is my dream it's again multiple ways I m good at creative thinking I hv got ideas tat I live to put them in function like how creative and animation movie makers do I would live to do animation but it's not a work of single one it's big group effort I do good paintings but hvnt done long time I hv grown lazy I tot of architecture schools again too much cost n heard n read no much scope in usa I can get eligible to a comp science or info science career where I m good at math n logics but wud tat lead me to creative career bcz it looks all about math logic n computing plus since all these failure years I hv developed a phobia for studying n exams so if I think of revising math I m scared to start I get terrible dreams even though I know I can but my fear may Cz me loss so I find a soothing way to just sit n watch good television to forget my fears but I know this won't work I want to make worth out of me ... I am not planning to start a family I disagree to hv a baby at this point as I m do confused dissatisfied how wud tat baby from me turn out to b so choosing a career path is my biggest thing right now what to do ??