I never thought while I was pregnant that I would ever struggle with this. I had depression already but I was so sure that after my son was born I'd be the happiest person ever, because who wouldnt? Well it's now been four days since he was born. And don't get me wrong I love him to death. He's the most amazing thing in my life. But I have never felt so terrible in my whole life. Everytime someone asks me about him or asks me how I feel and how I'm doing. I just wanna burst into tears. Everytime people come around me I feel so overwhelmed and I just want to cry all the time. So just a heads up to you guys. Don't underestimate this thing because it's so real.